M~??? , How much I hate the fact that Im here sitting next to the computer thinking about you and writing this latter for you...


I abhore that we are not together now and maybe not forever!...


I want to hear your voice dear, want this love to be huge an endliss love ; could it be like this ?! huh o.k I know im just dreaming ..sometimes its good to dream


well , I miss alot the conversations in the middle of the night,to the embarrassing unresponsivenesses ; but most of all I miss YOu...!!


I want to look deep inside your eyes and to tell you all the truth ... to expose my truly feelings...what I realy feel about you ... maybe some day you will say that Im the one you was looking for ,without hurting my feelings again and again ...


I can make you feel so special .. I have to confess my love to you is a solid drug im hyponotized by you...by your look that attract me to you , in this look I sink inside it again and again and again, i sink so deep and slowly in this look that invade into my heart and smash it to small pieces then your smile comes like a glue and catch them up...


I dont know if you paied attention every time you look at me I freeze to death from the outside but deep inside I feel worm... happy & sad...living and dying .


IM afraid I wont see this look again and wont have the chance to see you with me ...my life is so dark without you ...even heaven will be hell without you I need you & your look when im sad or lonely but most I need you when im happy..


I want to share every single moment with you..to pass all the obstacles by you trying to be the best for you ...trying to look cute and pretty ...trying to come toward you..no doubt you are the one ; the one I want...that I love and the only one in my mind..although the far distance between me and you .once in a while I feel that you are close to me , if there is no past is there any future??!..the thoughts are killing me ..staring into your picture and the thoughts are running in my head your words ,pictures,your wisdom, everything about you ..


every day that pass through remind me how much you are important for me ..every hour that pass away the aspiration to see you wake up again..every minute disappears I think about us together...every second shattered I understand how much I adore you ...and you appear again in my imagination smiling and asking from me to come to you without saying any word ..you are not realy asking that ;its just me ..dont worry anymore the day will come when i'll disappear !!!...



I wish I were your prince

M~???