I Understand Why Now!!

This is not ingratitude for your grant but it is an answer for my questioning soul. You have saved me six times and I don’t know if I am happy or not. I always wanted to be in the sky.
I wanted just to be safe and happy and I believe that this is not going to happen except in heaven. I was not convinced about this life and always denied it. I look forward to be close to you Allah.
When I think about all what happened with me …
all the series of incidents.
There are three things I can see obvious:
You wanted me to live more and think differently.
There is a role that you want me to play, could be for my father or to sustain a good life for those two teenagers (brother and sister) or to help someone else.
This last incident was an answer for a prayer from a person I did well to. It must be someone blessed but I can not identify or remember. A serious accident and again not even a single drop of blood, no pain and no injury while others had!!!
This incident showed me how much I am surrounded with blessing and this thing itself worth the universe.


Snow white
Wed, 16th June 2011