[align=center]nice idea friend

i will come later to share some pages of my life with you guys

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[align=center] thanks sajoi .. i'll be waiting


Sunday 30th of september .. 2007

i wonder if it's true that your whole day's mood depends on the thought you had before sleeping the previous night .. or on how you woke up that morning

because i guess that applies on today so much

i'm in a misurable mood since the morning and all what's going around me is talks about murders and stealing .. that's not too bad when you're in this kind of mood bbut it doesnt help changing the rest of my day

anyhows .. i'll try to keep up and stay alive till the night . . .

desperatley waiting for a mericale to save me [/align]

A fantastic idea sweety but it needs time to collect my memories

thanx and all the best

Diary

[align=center]i DON'T KNOW HOW TO START MY (TEARS)?
ALL WHAT i WANT THAT BECOMES oK?
SINCE i REPEATE "i LOVED HER BUT,," NO SLEEP CAME IN MY EYES!
DOCTORES TRIED TO STOP ME CRY,, BUT NO CURE FOR ALL THIS SOUL?
i DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO START AGAIN
i LOVED HER BUT SHE DID DIE?!
SHE IS THE PERSONE WHO BROUGHT DREAMES LIGHT1
SHE IS WHO TOLD ME THAT i'M ALRIGHT
SHE IS WHO SAID DO'T BE SAD, WALK WITH ME AND DON'T EVER HIDE
AND NOW SHE DIE?
WHAT TO DO IN THIS CRIMNAL WORD....
rEALLY i'M LOOKING FOR HELP TO STOP THIS CRY [/align]

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mysteriousgirl

I think we shall not wait for a miracle to save us or to change our life style

or our mood
you must do something by your self to change your life not just

sitting and waiting dear… we all face days like these [/align]

[align=center]غزال الشرقية & دلع المحاماة


thanks guys

saja .. that's just a thing that i wrote when my mood was down .. it's what was inside me and what you're saying is the perfect state of mood that i cant afford all the time

thanks dear [/align]

[align=center]Monday .. 1st Of October 2007

i'm back from college .. it's funny how your mood could swift so fast because of someone's nice words and support

i have the greatest freinds in the intire world .. may allah bless them and may we always stay together ...... forever

sometimes the best thing to do is ignore and move on .. somepeople dont even deserve to be talken to and some just dont deserve any care .. and you know what ???

sometimes you dont have to be nice to everyone even if you're the niceset prson ever .. you neeeeeed a breaaaaaaak .. and that really feels great haha

i'm not evil but i dont want to be over nice :p .. i'm just indipendant [/align]

[align=center]monday.....11.33 in the morning am in the navigation class waiting for the teacher and writing this for u......today is the start of the week here...how is it boring to stay in the class with these british students....see u[/align]

[align=center]Monday 2.55 pm
the army still waiting my orders to hit her heart
I saw her gazin on me
I'll left her cry but
I forgave her?!
hanx God for your bless and for those colleages I have In my TAISM school
THANX[/align]

[align=center]this morning at 10:50 i finished my last exam which was about microsoft access in the ICDL international Computing Driven Licene....i am very happy because i was able to finish 7 exams in one week...so i dont have to worry about this any more....now i am in the learning centre while the british students went to eat lunch as u know i am fasting so i cant eat[/align]

[align=center] WOW

mawadi3 & دلع المحاماة


it's really nice to read these events of your lives

mawadi3 >> you look really bored .. arent there any arabs or omanis in your UNI ?
wish you all the best in the tests bro .. and gongrats for finishing them

Monday .. 1st Of October 2007
6 : 43


i have to remind myself of my friens b-day 2morow ..

and i think i need to change my college time table because it's unbelievable .. lots of things are in my mind .. but what should i do first !!!! [/align]

[align=center]am back again it is 04:09 in the evening....I've just finished a lecture about a battle i dont its name cus my friends and i were sleeping during this lecture,,,,hope the best to u all,,,, am going to do sport at 06:00 [/align]

Monday .. 1st Of October 2007

it is funny how my mood change
for a moment i am hyperactive smiling and shouting
for the next moment i am
all most dead
i feel nothing

my hearts hurts me alot
somethimes i don't know why

actually
i miss me family
my home
i need to feel safe there



i don't know i feel as if i am with a fragile heart can not stand anything

wooooooooooooooooow

its a very great topic

i like it soooooooooo much

i will share u sooooooooooon guys

goooooooooo a head