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Today I felt ALIVE
I decided to write this in English because my iPad keyboard doesn't write in Arabic so please excuse me and I don't have the energy to argue with my sister about the laptop ... Beside am not that much a creative writer in Arabic .. Well am not that much creative at mostly anything . Today some how I felt because of particular reasons I rather keep them to my self that my heart has soften .. I just felt good , happy , grateful and FREEToday I felt that the universe is hiding the most beautiful , spectacular and amazing things for me and am just waiting for some doors to open and let me in even though inside me a hint of hesitation but I can't let anything stops from getting my dreams , now that i'm so close , it's something I dreamt about for years . I just can't accept being ordinary , am afraid of being just average girl , good girl who listens because those girls won't get so far they'll end up NORMAL with normal boring life . Button line Today I felt that my heart has got clean and soft because of one person who I would like to thank
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Maybe I need some rehab .... Or maybe just need some sleep I've got sick obsession ... Am seeing it in my dreams Am looking down every alley... Am making those desperate calls Am staying all night hoping ... Hit my head against the wallWon't listen to any advice ... Mama is telling me I should think twice But left to my own devices ... Am addicted it's a crisis My friends think I've gone crazy ... My judgments is getting kinda hazyMy statue is gonna be affected ... If I keep it up like love sick crackheadI don't care what people say ... The rush is worth the price I payI get so high when you are with me ... But crash and crave when you are away What you've got boy is hard to find ... I think about it all the time I'm all strung up my heart is fried ... I just Cant get you off my mind Because your love is my drug I said your love is my drugاستغفر الله
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Maybe I need some rehab .... Or maybe just need some sleep I've got sick obsession ... Am seeing it in my dreams Am looking down every alley... Am making those desperate calls Am staying all night hoping ... Hit my head against the wallWon't listen to any advice ... Mama is telling me I should think twice But left to my own devices ... Am addicted it's a crisis My friends think I've gone crazy ... My judgments is getting kinda hazyMy statue is gonna be affected ... If I keep it up like love sick crackheadI don't care what people say ... The rush is worth the price I payI get so high when you are with me ... But crash and crave when you are away What you've got boy is hard to find ... I think about it all the time I'm all strung up my heart is fried ... I just Kant get you off my mind Because your love is my drug I said your love is my drugاستغفر الله
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stop it faker you dont have to pretend that you are something while the painful truth is you are NOTHING
stop it faker you dont have to make me feel small so you can feel whole inside
to me you are so damn PATHETIC walking around like an angel surrounded by devils
to me you are nothing but a PIECE OF SHIT
STUPID COW
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I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe
Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier
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I'm ReLyAl SoRrY
I dId'Nt MeAn To hUrT yOuاستغفر الله
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I still don't know what I was looking for
And my time was running wild
A million dead-end streets
Every time I thought I'd got it made
It seemed the taste was not so sweet
So I turned myself to face me
But I've never caught a glimpse
Of how the others must see the faker
I'm much too fast to take that test
Don't want to be a richer one
Just gonna have to be a different one
Strange fascination, fascinating me
Changes are taking the pace I'm going through
Time may change me
But I can't trace time
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You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as youاستغفر الله
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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in
Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know
You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make them go "Oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make them go "Oh, oh, oh
You're gonna leave them all in awe-awe-awe"
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through
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Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
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I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
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Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
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There's a whole a lot of things that I will forgive
But I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end
'until you pushed me in the fire
I tried to believe you but something is wrong
You won't look in my eyes, tell me what's going on
Now the seconds turn into minutes now
But you won't give me an answer
You can tell me this, you can tell me that
But don't say you don't remember
'Cause I know you better than you know yourself
So don't say I'm crazy, I know very well
I don't wanna hear you're sorry now
The best thing you can do for me is just spit it out
Stop, stop stuttering your words, it's only making you look worse
Hurry up, hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You sound guilty 'cause you're stuttering
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