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[align=center]It been hard for every one just to set and watch all the bad things in life take what ever it wants...
I always believed in god and I will always do…
In the past few weeks something very bad has happened that took one of my best friends life the one who promised me to be in my wedding, the one who said we should all go on trips after marrying with our family's and the only one from our friends who was really planning for his wedding it was only few weeks that was between him and his beloved women (his wife to be) she cried for his memory and stopped after days she like a lot of people moved on with her life I never moved on the truth that I never cried... yes we (me and him) always believed that a man should not cry a man should plan what next... the problem that he is not here to tell me what to do...
I have tried to move on and be like always I even did the normal things when I go online I wrote things in the forum I even posted some stupid things that may mean nothing... I chatted with other friends but I know that I will never see his icon in my messenger green again I couldn’t take it I went off and went for a ride in my car and right there was his favorite singer CD I couldn’t touch it. It was his spirit every where after few days I was in my room on my bed looking at some photos when I cried like I never had cried ever …
The thing that was so good about all that he died with honor he died in Holland saving a kid from drowning but there was nobody to save him…
The doctors say there is a mysterious thing about his death… there is nothing wrong with him he was in the right shape…!! What caused the death was an unknown he just simple stopped living…
I now don’t go any where without getting ready to die cause now I want to meet my god and my best friend when I'm really ready if he is in heaven and that what I wish he is I want to be there with him I told my mother that she said "you are not to speak like that again" she is afraid of losing me for real she said "nowadays you just don’t know when you will lose you son in the past it was war what kill people but now every thing could be a weapon".
I thought that I should talk about this to somebody not keeping it for my self cause its bad (I think…)
It means a lot to me if anybody shared with me there stories about losing a really close person…
I will be waiting for your stories…
Hunter
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I always believed in god and I will always do…
In the past few weeks something very bad has happened that took one of my best friends life the one who promised me to be in my wedding, the one who said we should all go on trips after marrying with our family's and the only one from our friends who was really planning for his wedding it was only few weeks that was between him and his beloved women (his wife to be) she cried for his memory and stopped after days she like a lot of people moved on with her life I never moved on the truth that I never cried... yes we (me and him) always believed that a man should not cry a man should plan what next... the problem that he is not here to tell me what to do...
I have tried to move on and be like always I even did the normal things when I go online I wrote things in the forum I even posted some stupid things that may mean nothing... I chatted with other friends but I know that I will never see his icon in my messenger green again I couldn’t take it I went off and went for a ride in my car and right there was his favorite singer CD I couldn’t touch it. It was his spirit every where after few days I was in my room on my bed looking at some photos when I cried like I never had cried ever …
The thing that was so good about all that he died with honor he died in Holland saving a kid from drowning but there was nobody to save him…
The doctors say there is a mysterious thing about his death… there is nothing wrong with him he was in the right shape…!! What caused the death was an unknown he just simple stopped living…
I now don’t go any where without getting ready to die cause now I want to meet my god and my best friend when I'm really ready if he is in heaven and that what I wish he is I want to be there with him I told my mother that she said "you are not to speak like that again" she is afraid of losing me for real she said "nowadays you just don’t know when you will lose you son in the past it was war what kill people but now every thing could be a weapon".
I thought that I should talk about this to somebody not keeping it for my self cause its bad (I think…)
It means a lot to me if anybody shared with me there stories about losing a really close person…
I will be waiting for your stories…
Hunter
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